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Hey all, Happy Thanksgiving, to those of you who're still in timezones that have it.
Aaaah, wow, so I had a nice, long, restful one. Played some video games, procrastinated on a drawing, didn't study, and am now waking up so I can go to my midnight job.
I was gonna go to a community dinner since I have no more family or close friends over here in Idaho, but eh, go figure, I missed it. Yup, ate by myself.
Just bought a big juicy rotisserie chicken and ate it.
...aaaalll alone.
Bit of a downgrade from last year's Thanksgiving, but I made so many mistakes that year that apparently it ended one of the best things in my life. So maybe not great.
But you know, I'm done being sad about Kira at this point. This past year-- the summer in particular-- has been entirely about me healing from it. Much of my pain I channeled into my writing (some for projects which have been purely therapeutic, may or may not ever post them) and much the rest of it learning to live on my own. And I owe a lot of my healing to a certain someone whom I hope will read this. You know who you are, and I would guess that many people here have already guessed whom it was. If there's anything I'm thankful for this year, it's you.
It may be a bit early to be saying this, but the year has been quite an adventure. Idaho really is a place where a man can really find adventure. Such an unassuming fly-over state to anyone else has very solidly found its place in my life as my true home, wherever I go in the world after I leave-- if I do-- regardless if there is a girl tying me to this land or not. And you know, perhaps if the break up never happened, maybe I would have never experienced all the beautiful places of nature that I did. Still not sure if it's been -completely- worth the trade off. I still want my fairy tale romance back... but good things have happened, regardless.
So, to all reading, have a happy. And let this past year of mine show that no matter how bad things get, they will get better one day if you just hold on. Even if all seems lost.
Thanks for reading!
Aaaah, wow, so I had a nice, long, restful one. Played some video games, procrastinated on a drawing, didn't study, and am now waking up so I can go to my midnight job.
I was gonna go to a community dinner since I have no more family or close friends over here in Idaho, but eh, go figure, I missed it. Yup, ate by myself.
Just bought a big juicy rotisserie chicken and ate it.
...aaaalll alone.
Bit of a downgrade from last year's Thanksgiving, but I made so many mistakes that year that apparently it ended one of the best things in my life. So maybe not great.
But you know, I'm done being sad about Kira at this point. This past year-- the summer in particular-- has been entirely about me healing from it. Much of my pain I channeled into my writing (some for projects which have been purely therapeutic, may or may not ever post them) and much the rest of it learning to live on my own. And I owe a lot of my healing to a certain someone whom I hope will read this. You know who you are, and I would guess that many people here have already guessed whom it was. If there's anything I'm thankful for this year, it's you.
It may be a bit early to be saying this, but the year has been quite an adventure. Idaho really is a place where a man can really find adventure. Such an unassuming fly-over state to anyone else has very solidly found its place in my life as my true home, wherever I go in the world after I leave-- if I do-- regardless if there is a girl tying me to this land or not. And you know, perhaps if the break up never happened, maybe I would have never experienced all the beautiful places of nature that I did. Still not sure if it's been -completely- worth the trade off. I still want my fairy tale romance back... but good things have happened, regardless.
So, to all reading, have a happy. And let this past year of mine show that no matter how bad things get, they will get better one day if you just hold on. Even if all seems lost.
Thanks for reading!
Hello again, deviantART!
Well hey you guys, long time no talk! To anyone whose still here, that is. Deviantart sure has become a lot less active in recent years. The last time I was super active on here was like... maybe 2018? 2019? I started drifting away around the time Eclipse ruined everything and destroyed the formatting on my stories, and destroyed my precious Sta.sh Writer... I had notes in there, darn it. It still feels weird *not* looking on here every day sometimes... I started becoming active on dA in like, what, 2006-2007? It was a part of my life for a really, really long time! It's surreal looking at it, all my friends and associates seem to have scattered, and I practically just come back to dA to browse art and look at nostalgic things-- nostalgic almost like I'm looking at something dead. deviantART was a big part of my childhood growing up... dA and the wonderful people I met on it helped shape me into the man I am today. It was the primary conduit by which I interacted with the Pokemon
Frozen Squeakquel
So, just saw Frozen 2. Sad to say, in my opinion, not as good as the first one. Like, to put it short without spoilers, it had too many ideas-- some of which should have been delved into better and some of which should have just been shaved right off.
Way too much stuff came out of nowhere and I just felt like I couldn't connect emotionally. Which is sad to me, because I love that Disney Princess stuff, and that's like, the point, you know?
I mean the art direction was still on point though, the backgrounds at least.
Also, too many songs. Like 60% of them were kind of superfluous, and the 40% that were good didn't have enough emotio
Anaphylactic Shock-- Content Warning :(
...something I never thought I'd experience and never ever want to again for never ever.
So yeah, today I went into anaphylaxis and spent last night and this morning in the emergency room. At first I thought it was just gonna be, you know, some just above-average allergic reaction. I was having trouble breathing and very bad... reactions, but I thought that I was just gonna be in the hospital and be fine. So I'm a little itchy. Big deal. For a while I thought going to the ER was an overreaction.
... and then the worst part started.
See, all of a sudden I was sitting in the hospital bed trying to sleep it was like, the hives, they just w
That Ended Quickly
UPDATE 2: That's it. I've been terminated. I'm gone.
UPDATE 1: My boss said she and her husband would reconsider my hiring. Fingers crossed that I have the chance to act on the criticisms they gave me.
Well.
I screwed it up.
Fail to check the weather once and forget to clean the helicopter and you're done.
I can't believe I let myself not notice those problems. I can't believe I let myself fail that quickly.
... it was a stroke of luck that that company hired me at all. I don't know what I can do from here... I'm not qualified for any other aviation job.
I think my wings have just been clipped.
Happy, Happy Birthday to me.
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (There im early for once instead of late ;D)
I'm really happy that you've found someone wonderful D And heck, that sounds like a satisfying Thanksgiving to me!
I'm really happy that you've found someone wonderful D And heck, that sounds like a satisfying Thanksgiving to me!